Feeling 'meh'

I’ve told you before that love never made for me. I don’t deserve any kind of love. A true love, or even a fake love.
I don’t wanna love anyone, anymore. Love is hurt. And I don’t wanna hurt myself anymore. I’m tired.

Am I in love with him? I’m not really sure. Perhaps, I just feel comfort when him around. Or he just come on the right time. When gue bener-bener berada di titik terendah dalam hidup gue.
Whose fault? Me? Him? Or maybe situasi dan kondisi yang ga mendukung.

Maybe true, he likes me. But he doesn’t love me. Because....I don’t deserve love. Because love wasn’t made for me.

What if he loves me?

Meh, It just an assumption. Not a reality. So I don’t wanna think about that. I don’t wanna wondering that kind of what if.