Just Call Me Crazy, if you want

I'm mentally dead. And I mean that. I've done doing suicide, for hundreds times, in my dream. In my own dream, everytime I sleep. That's why I refuse to sleep lately.
But since I knew those 6 mens. I rarely suiciding myself at dream. They made me warm, with their cheerfulness. Just call me crazy, if you want.
Even since I'm in love with one of them, I seriously glad that I dead only in my dream. For first time, I'm glad I was born. For the first time, finally, I know reason of my life. For loving him, for loving them.
Just call me crazy if you want.
But watching them on variety (or even other) show, listening their song, looking at their photos, seriously made my day even better. I (finally) feel alive.
Just call me crazy, if you want.
I love both side of them. The playful side when they're on variety show and the serious side when they're on stage (singing, holding concert).

I love them, 6 mens called 'Shinhwa'.
I love one of them, their main vocalist, 'Shin HyeSung'.
I love them, I love him, and you can call me crazy.