Please... Save me...

I've seen me hurt my self at my own dream...or maybe my nightmare.
I've done suicide for hundreds times on my own dream...or maybe you'll say it a nightmare.
I really wanna hurt my self, for real. Not just on a dream.
I really wanna do suicide, for real. Not just on a dream.
And just imagining that (doing suicide) I can laughing hard :D

Maybe I'm going crazy, insane.
Maybe I just wanna some attention.
Maybe I just desperade, begging for help.

Please, anyone....save me.
Just help me to swept away any thought of suicide, or just hurting my self...

Please...
Save me...

Just Call Me Crazy, if you want

I'm mentally dead. And I mean that. I've done doing suicide, for hundreds times, in my dream. In my own dream, everytime I sleep. That's why I refuse to sleep lately.
But since I knew those 6 mens. I rarely suiciding myself at dream. They made me warm, with their cheerfulness. Just call me crazy, if you want.
Even since I'm in love with one of them, I seriously glad that I dead only in my dream. For first time, I'm glad I was born. For the first time, finally, I know reason of my life. For loving him, for loving them.
Just call me crazy if you want.
But watching them on variety (or even other) show, listening their song, looking at their photos, seriously made my day even better. I (finally) feel alive.
Just call me crazy, if you want.
I love both side of them. The playful side when they're on variety show and the serious side when they're on stage (singing, holding concert).

I love them, 6 mens called 'Shinhwa'.
I love one of them, their main vocalist, 'Shin HyeSung'.
I love them, I love him, and you can call me crazy.